I once fell for a girl because of her voice. Like a siren luring men who sailed the seven seas, I was starstruck. Her voice called to me showing me how broken and hurt she was. My heart pounded as I listened one of the greatest friends I've ever known placed beside me as we watched together. But what I didn't know is I fell for a DEMON. They had me around their fingers holding my heart captive. I was so in love with this demon I confessed my love for it as it confessed its love back to me.
But was it actually love maybe at one point it was. I fought to love this demon from everyone and everything only having two people at my side until one day the demon left me saying it couldn't love me anymore. I was once again starstruck by what the demon was doing to me.
My heart shattered into a million pieces as I felt like I just had my freedom taken from me. Like god had clipped my wings so thus I could never fly.
Thus letting the demon go freely. My world crumbled my heart beat slowly like it was slowly wishing it could stop. The demon came back every day the next year trying to make me a friend. In that, she had so much success wrapping me up back into their grasp making my heart feel "safe" once again.
Then as things progressed the demon made me jealous and hurt so I hurt myself taking safety scissors they had placed on their desk and rubbed one side across my wrist blood slowly starting to rise from the broken skin. For once the pain I couldn't feel it. Until I set down the scissors and saw the demon staring at me in the face as it said nothing to me but bandaged my wounds.
Things were good until hell broke lose for the demon. That's when I was hurt the most even more than the break up even more than anything else. I felt like everything had come crashing down on me for what the demon had done to me. I froze my heart stopped and I could see. My heart pounded against my rib cage as I had fallen behind, I had fallen from grace, I was all over the place I couldn't breathe the demon had destroyed me and I was left with nothing but broken wings and a dysfunctional heart.