VampireDeidara

I once fell for a girl because of her voice. Like a siren luring men who sailed the seven seas, I was starstruck. Her voice called to me showing me how broken and hurt she was. My heart pounded as I listened one of the greatest friends I've ever known placed beside me as we watched together. But what I didn't know is I fell for a DEMON. They had me around their fingers holding my heart captive. I was so in love with this demon I confessed my love for it as it confessed its love back to me.

 But was it actually love maybe at one point it was. I fought to love this demon from everyone and everything only having two people at my side until one day the demon left me saying it couldn't love me anymore. I was once again starstruck by what the demon was doing to me. 

My heart shattered into a million pieces as I felt like I just had my freedom taken from me. Like god had clipped my wings so thus I could never fly. 

 Thus letting the demon go freely. My world crumbled my heart beat slowly like it was slowly wishing it could stop. The demon came back every day the next year trying to make me a friend. In that, she had so much success wrapping me up back into their grasp making my heart feel "safe" once again. 

Then as things progressed the demon made me jealous and hurt so I hurt myself taking safety scissors they had placed on their desk and rubbed one side across my wrist blood slowly starting to rise from the broken skin. For once the pain I couldn't feel it. Until I set down the scissors and saw the demon staring at me in the face as it said nothing to me but bandaged my wounds. 

Things were good until hell broke lose for the demon. That's when I was hurt the most even more than the break up even more than anything else. I felt like everything had come crashing down on me for what the demon had done to me. I froze my heart stopped and I could see. My heart pounded against my rib cage as I had fallen behind, I had fallen from grace, I was all over the place I couldn't breathe the demon had destroyed me and I was left with nothing but broken wings and a dysfunctional heart. 

This is how i got into mark.......I wanted someone to play one of my favorite games OFF  i heard of mark before cause of CTK Cry and Pewds and so i checked him out and got all giddy about how he was playing OFF and it made me so happy so so very happy i waited everyday when he put out new vids of his play through of OFF and was happy with his play threw since ive already beat it both ways the good and bad ending i was  so very happy with what he did i just fell his charm and everything he was so into the story and so into it even if it wasn't as good as like Fallout or GTA or anything like that  he still played it and i love him for it and im proud  just after him playing a game  i loved i found he played others i enjoyed and i just loved him after that .... hes one of the best ....and the most sweetest youtuber i've ever watched ....i dont know why im making this at almost 2 in the morning but i just feels i just had too :3
I dont know why im just having it rough but every time  his videos are up I smile  
(art not by me)  

I hate almost everything and everyone  NOw and its sad why though I'm sorry I had to  leave I'm sorry I'm not there anymore Jesus Christ  what can I do for ye I'm sorry it just happened and I can't do a damn thing about it... I have an amazing girlfriend  now..... I'm focused on  her but yet I'm  equally  focused on everything  and everyone  else and of course they don't give a beavers dam.... Some friends they where none of them noticed I graduated..... Or anything have thanks guys it means alot to me that I love mean nothing to you.... Again... Love it alot.......

I miss the old times when I didn't have to fight to  even be seen as a friend. I miss the long nights of being up till 5am and then sleeping til 5pm and repeat. I miss being with you and I know I'm not as important  as your other friends but you are as important  to me as my friends I've known for years. I miss everything  else we've been through together  I miss the long days of just me coming over and me automatically  staying the night I just miss you.
RubySpades

Bonnie's P.O.V.
It was almost time for us to start moving to hunt the security guard but today i was feeling uneasy like i didnt want to hurt him this time 'Whats wrong Bonnie" Freddie said to me in a harsh like tone as i looked at him "nothing " i replied as Chica was scarfing down some pizza that was left on the stage from earlier . "Hesh lyin"Chica said through with a full mouth i turned away from them as it hit 12 am the security guard was now inside and in that room where all of us try to get into every time a new security guard appears or an old one stays. I still dont know what they are but im ready to find out.......
( Something i made quickly for bonnie cause i was thinking about him and the person i've given up on ))